Thursday, August 11, 2011

Do you believe dreams mean something more?

Like. Sometimes, not all of the time. Some dreams are just silly and meaningless. Others are frightening. But some are just so coincidental it's weird. Like, for example. After my mom passed away, I was very depressed and kinda out of it for a while. But one night, I had a dream. And my mom was in it. I hadn't really had ANY dreams since she died, much less ones including her. But, we were driving along in our car and all I could remember is how beautiful she looked, how vibrant and healthy. It was amazing. She was so magnificent, it was so. I don't know. Euphoric maybe? Before she passed, she hadn't really been looking her best to say the least. She was losing weight rapidly; she had a pill addiction. She also suffered from severe anemia and stomach ulcers. Still, her death was no where near expected. Anyways, we were driving and she was saying. I have a surprise for you. I said. Momma, momma your dead. I wish I could have saved you. But. Your dead. How are you here? And she said to me. I'm sorry I had to leave you shaye. But God said I could come down from heaven and spend a day with you. But honey, I have a surprise. We drove back to my childhood hone but it was different. It was now a two story house, but instead of like a normal two story, it was like the same house duplicated& stacked on top of another one. It had always been mom& mines dream to live in a two story again. Then, in the front yard, there was a big rv parked, shiny and expensive looking. That was another of her dreams, to own an rv. I said. Mom. How do we have all this money to have all of these things. She said. I work at the rv place in Madison. This was another thing she told me before she died, that she wanted to work at the rv place. There were more things to that dream, but when I woke up, I felt so happy. Then I started to feel sad. It wasn't real, and more importantly, it couldn't last forever. I eventually ended up crying. I then saw on the calendar that it had been exactly a month.

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